We laughed lots while out skiing today. It was less than ideal, breaking our own trail. Fun and fresh. Reminder of why we choose to spend our lives together. Tonight he is doing snow removal all night. I don't like it. I'm so tired but can't sleep. A reminder of how life used to be. Alone at home most nights, but it never bothered me like this. A reminder to be thankful for being together and for this new life. It's so easy to get used to things as they are. Then we don't really see. I wonder what other things in my life could be so much better, but I'm so used to the way things are that I don't see.